Between The Lines Of Life

I know I'm not alone when I say that many times I feel alone even when I'm not actually alone. But still it feels like I'm all alone in this feeling that I'm all alone even though I'm surrounded by people who know and love me. In fact sometimes I may even go as far as to think that no one truly cares about me at all. Then I remember all those who truly do care about me and who I truly care about and that makes all the difference. They ground me, don't let me wash away on waves of emotions. They protect me from the torrents while at the same time I protect them as best as I can. Family may be the ones who will be there through it all no matter what, the ones who will always be there for you, but friends choose to stand by you no matter what. Just like family you don't choose and friends are the family you choose. I guess this was my way of working through my thoughts and reasoning with myself. But in some way I hope it helps other's who feel the way I f

You know that feeling at the end of a good book or movie? The feeling that everything is right in this world and nothing could change that? I get it everytime I watch a good movie or read a good book. That's why I love reading so much, and now I've finally figured out that's why I want to write and edit. I want to give that feeling to other people around the world. I want to provide that feeling to everyone who comes in contact with my work. I would finally feel complete giving that feeling to others. Of course it would be amazing if I were to find someone who gave me the same feelings in real life, outside the realms of fantasy and movies. I figure I can hold off on that for a few more years though and just enjoy being young and single. Tha happy ending is what I strive for in my life and what I want to give all my characters and continue experiencing everytime I read a new book or watch a new movie. The happy ending is why I live and my purpose in life. Love, ThunderSong

So I got accepted to BYU-Idaho which is like everything I could have wanted in my wildest dreams! My biggest dream has always been to go to BYU-I like both of my parents! What’s awesome is that my friend Katie and my best friend’s sister Linds have both been accepted too! I really hope we all at least get Fall Term together so we can hang out at Orientation! Anyway I’ll be sharing an apartment with Linds’ older sister and other girls who are assigned to the same apartment! I can’t wait!!!! Eeeeeeekkk!!!! *Squeal!!!* Just gotta wait patiently for the Track information which should come in the mail sometime in the next 3-5 weeks! I’m not patient but there’s nothing I can do anyway so I might as well wait. I’m also waiting to hear back about a scholarship for school as well. I’m hoping I get it and that it pays everything my pell won’t be able to cover because otherwise I won’t be able to afford college without a loan or two. Anyway I should go just needed to let you all know! Tons excit